Tonight I did something totally on impulse.
I went along to something I saw mention on twitter “Align with your Highest vision for 2012″ using your voice.
This caught my attention as I used to sing. Although I never was that great, I felt it gave me a lot of stress relief and happiness. Lately I have been thinking about finding another singing tutor, But on top of me starting my business, and actively looking for a partner, it felt I was not going to have the spare time.
I really had no idea what to expect when I arrived. The room filled with a mix of young and old, business suits and hippy types. Nikki spoke to us about how she was working in a cafe years ago and they had this chant CD. She sang along. As she sang she started to get this strange feeling. She described it as a “Oneness” she looked around the world and all people had become one.
I did not expect to get any such feeling from this night. Infact I expected to feel damn silly.
By the second chant I couldn’t wipe the smile off my face. By the third- an issue that had been bothering me all week seemed to clear. I felt free from this issue and I could see things clearer and see a possible resolution. I had let go of the worry.
By the end of the evening I felt like I was on drug, really like someone had popped some MDMA is my water. Total natural high. Amazing. I felt positivity charged and full of energy.
How this works I do not know. But I know that this is something I need in my life more.
Don’t be a sceptic go out there and try it in a group, It may just change your life.
I can’t really speak for how this would affect me if I were to try it in a group but personally I’ve found all sort of experiences of this sort that work for me for a while and then dwindle into inanity. I suppose it’s just that different things work for different people.
When I was a kid, looking at the stars made me feel at peace and whole. It was a wonderful feeling. Nowadays I still experience it but only when I’m surprised by it, never when I look for the night sky searching for that feeling.
I’m glad it gives you what you need. It’s quite beautiful.
This is the problem with life. First times it can feel amazing and then it wears off. (bit like a relationship) I used to go to so much Stand up comedy and it used to make me feel Very happy.. Now I go and I barely laugh. Still enjoy comedy but I just dont react that much anymore.